sigh...dunno why but feeling very down for last 2 days.so frustrated with everything.i just wanna scream everything out.no one knows how i really feel inside.i'm pissed with my parents.sigh..i'm no miracle child who can do wonders within a snap of a finger.u seem not to understand that.why?cant you just stop comparing me with my cousin?it's so sickening.cant u jus accept your child for who she is?you dunno how hurtful you are!u think i am of not good.u dun think i'm trying my best.but truly deep down in me i'm really trying my best.in fact, sometimes i feel like i've pushed myself way beyond my limit but you still think what i do is not enough.sigh...all of a sudden, I WISH I WAS DEAD.